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Visit to the Eye Doc- mind droppings

Visit to Eye Doc- mind droppings

Mind in a flurried swirl, I descended

Into womb of the subway even as edge

of my anxiety was bitten off at the sight of

dappled light glowing through curvaceous

green filigreed stalwarts dotting our streets

seated in metro etchings got writ on mind’s wall

the pencil thin lady in a yellow cab outfit with a

garish red curly top, stiletto bottomed even as her cab

yellow oozed in Daliesque daubs on to the long talons

of my seated companion clutching her clutch for dear life

Even as the grotesque yellow made me shrink inwards

I spied an ornate ankh tattoo on left calf of an otherwise

Smartly dressed rose, a pin on her person proudly reposed

“I am a champion of human rights” against a backdrop of

Vampire dairies ironically on train wall jostling Poetry in Motion

My eyes feasted on leopard prints splattered here and there

A sheathed oriental thus spotted touched face preparing for kill

African American in similar dress was more cat than human, her

Her feet covered in tattoo spots, I stared in horrified fascination

As I cringed on recalling similar spotted hood of my own jacket

 Seated across ubiquitous bible pusher in hat next to plump lady

Memorizing wad of cue cards as if her very life depended on it,

Standing close, three piece suited lady with cross tattoo on calf

Head buried in ebook with another three piece sitter near by

engrossed in reading his emails n work on his tablet computer

Then all of a sudden everyone unified to make room for the

Homeless man in filthy clothes smelling to high heaven, they

Strained away from him, gagging, nauseated and I quickly

Closed my eyes feeling sick at my instinctive cringe mixed up

with feeling sorry and guiltily thankful at own comfortable life

 Doc’s verdict- a healthy 20-20 sight, I departed with dilated eyes, and

Felt that the cold glassy skyscrapers sneered down at the scurrying ants

I countered by planting halos on this army that hurried past feeling

All powerful and godly even though ironically I had to safeguard my

Own light sensitive eyes as I too scurried home joining this army of ants   

picure is from internet

Life Chakra

Life Chakra

 

Self controlled, swallow back
of grief laced spilling waters
swelling throngs paid homage

 

paper shell lay on icy ledge
a ripe melon severed from vine
another thistle in blowing wind

 

real half climbing to journey on
entering mystic sienna cave portal
ready to don another  abstract form

 

opening eyes in a new city, life,
another crisp layered ad- mixture
self chosen by past karmic choices

(pic from internet only)

Yogi – Micro Fiction

The couple met as planned near the park’s third bench.  There was a heated argument and woman said “I’ve already given you half in advance!  I will pay you rest after you complete the job.   Do not call me until you’ve finished it!”  

 

Yogi sat on the bench but for all they cared he was a piece of furniture!  He looked like a washed out junkie, best ignored. 

Yogi quickly taped the whole meeting on his camera. Then, after reversing his jacket, combing his hair and with a scarf round his neck, he was a changed man!   After all he was a famous detective who had honed his talent for disguise into a fine art.  Like a shadow he weaved in and out of gatherings with no one the wiser.  He was a great success in his game.

 

 

 

Raj Kumar was a makeup man. He fell into this job by chance.  His mother Neeta was famous movie star Ruby’s housekeeper and took him with her as the madam did not mind it.  Ruby often threw away her makeup after a single application and Raj would retrieve it.  He loved to draw and paint and once his mother allowed him to apply makeup on her as Ruby had asked her to be present for her birthday party.   Neeta looked so stunning that Ruby noticed her makeup and asked about it.  When she came to know young Raj had applied it, she asked him to do her face as an experiment.  Raj enhanced Ruby’s already gorgeous looks in such a way that even her agent whistled.  Raj’s career was decided.  Neeta’s only stipulation was that he had to study side by side and Ruby felt the same.

Raj had lost his father in infancy and mother and son had a close relationship.    Neeta’s widowed aunt took care of their house and watched Raj whenever needed.  She loved young Raj as her own son.  Raj fell in love with a classmate Yogita and married her as soon as they both turned twenty-one.  Yogi came a year after and their family was complete.    

 

 

Yogi went home and relaxed in his swanky apartment.  He had several places of residence and carried many passports and aliases.  They came in handy in his line of work.  The only way people could contact him was via his front man, business partner Andy who had an office in the business district.  Due to word of mouth and goodwill their business flourished by leaps and bounds.  They had ethics and were very discreet.  Andy helped whenever Yogi needed a second person.  They were very close.  Both were a mere twenty five in age.

 

The bonus from his recent job was substantial.  The woman was his client’s rival who wanted to access his quotation on a prestigious contract bid.  Yogi’s legwork had not only disqualified but also blacklisted her firm.

 

He wished his parents and aunty were alive to share his happiness.  They had died in a horrific accident after performing the last rites of great aunty (Neeta’s aged aunt).  A bus had lost control and swerved into their car, killing Raj and Yogita instantly.  Yogi was spared as he had final exams and had stayed back with granny Neeta His most prized possessions were an ornate handcrafted cane which had a sword inside.  It had been used in a blockbuster movie and had been gifted to his dad Raj by the movie director.  The cactus was made of glass and was exquisite. It looked so real.   His parents had bought this for Neeta who had a green thumb and loved cacti best.  Neeta often told Yogi that he should be tough like a cactus- strong, resilient and a survivor.  On his eighteenth birthday, she had gifted him with her glass cactus as Yogi loved it very much.  Whenever he missed his loved ones, he would sit for hours in front of their family portrait together with the cane and the glass cactus by his side.  He had many such blue moments.  Much against her will granny Neeta had allowed Yogi to bring a puppy home as that would take the edge off his loneliness.  His friend Andy often came over to spend the night with him.  Time had flown and now his pup Rocky was seven years old and weighed sixty pounds and was 25” tall.   Granny Neeta was pushing eighty six and wanted Yogi to get married and settle down.  She kept saying she would die in peace once he had settled down with a bride of his own choice.

 

 

Yogi was playing with Rocky on the beach when a Frisbee came flying and hit him on the head.  A beautiful vision came running and abjectly begged his pardon.  Yogi’s moth fell open! The young lady was the spitting image of his late beautiful mom! He shook his head to clear it and promptly stuck out his hand for an intro.  The beauty’s name was Ankita and she was visiting her cousins for a week.  She was from Delhi.  

Yogi promptly invited Ankita for dinner as a price for bopping him on the head.  Reluctantly she agreed.  Over dinner, much to their delight they discovered they had much in common.  At close range, she had a strong resemblance to Yogita, Yogi’s mom, yet she was unalike her too.  For next seven days, they met daily and became quite comfortable with one another.  Yogi proposed and she accepted. She could easily transfer to a Bombay branch of her firm.  Rest is history…. 

ReAffirmations

Dart Board

Self inner bull’s-eye fixated
Outer blows matter little
conquer game of life

Hope

In a shucking oyster world
You are the lucent pearl
Ripe with hope’s magic

Heart Beats

eyes collide across wedding hall
heartbeats quicken in rising wave
prosthetic legs tap as bodies sway

ps: a salute to all war veterans and other services

(first and third pictures are from the internet)

To Mom With Love

 

To Mom with love

 

 your form left

maybe, spirit

lingers in

heart’s

dwelling,

firmly ensconced

 

I see you in

dress up time

In owned special

déjà vu moments

of us

you, me

 

 Dad’s brother said

I looked like him

others, like you

I am of you, my

own guardian

angels

 

always

steering my

life’s paper boat

out of harm’s way

away from

the brink

 

flavor of soap

in my mouth

still gags, you

made me rinse out

four letter words

innocently spoken

 

 

wet rebuking eyes

still haunt when am

less than thoughtful

and find self wanting in

myriad ways n then take

small steps in your ways

 

 

you were special to me

I was very special to you

My guilty pangs you

Dismissed summarily as

growing pains, exhorted

never ever feel guilty

 

 

you were special

you made me feel special

I remember you in waking

sleeping moments, in all my roles

as daughter, mother, aunt

grandmother, friend

 

 

 

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