Time
Ever moving
Three hands, face
Fidgeting
Lend bit of time
Or allow freeze frame
of your face~ a la Medusa
I seek but a handful of moments
From ongoing life’s battle, to regroup
Spent forces
You are historically a villain
Ever facing acrimony at the ink-
Stained hands of lovers and poets
Let us prove them wrong
Defy laws of nature
Become law unto ourselves
Still self I say
Unto you, so that
I can be still too
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Miscarriage (of justice)
This mother’s day
I weep for my unborn
For the deep longing
Preceding
My giddy
In the face-
Joy
Preceding
Your
Miscarriage
Then
The razor
Sharp plunge
Into an abyss
Of deep depression
The
Awful gaping
Wound
Still active
To this day
after you
Left
My Judas body’s
Rejection
Seemed like
Your rejection
Of me,
My baby
and
Our loss
Incalculable
Then began
An endless string
Of sleepless
Nights
when I wept
Rivers
aching
To hold
you in
My bereft arms
To rock you
To sleep
Singing
Sweet
Lullabies
Prepared
By me
Early on
But you left
And
then
You came
My baby
Peopling
My dreams
Nightly
Calling me “ma”
and when I opened
My arms wide
I found
You gone
punishing me
cruelly
The
Pain of your loss
Left a gaping crater
In my side
That will heal
Only when I am
Gone
You were the flesh
Of my flesh
and then
You became
ash
my dreams
dust
I still grieve
for you
my child
son/daughter
unborn

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Mom
mom
backwards
forwards
you spell
… warmth
love
no matter
what
~
Mother’s Day Gift
second innings, bring no expectations
in their wake- one just goes with the
flow and does whatever it takes
… he did not promise a rose garden
I did not expect a single rose bud
yet one mother’s day, decade ago
he got me the most wonderful
gift of all time -he got planted
whole garden of fresh blooms
to express his feelings
I realized -for real -actions
do speak louder than words
thank you
Lady Luck
One certain thing about luck is that it will change ~
Lady Luck
Gingerly
Trepidation fraught
Stepped into life boat
For two~
Lady luck oared
Life’s boat
Rocking it constantly
To and fro
Then overturned
Lady luck changed mind
Trepidation fraught
Stepped into life boat
For two ~
Have learnt
To take lady luck’s
Tantrums in stride
With ennui
~


