Aberration
Worrying mental beads
I move in circles
Swaying constantly
On balls of my feet
Arms akimbo in grief
How could this happen
Why did heavens fall
On my forgetful head
Why did HE not chide as always
Insist on accompanying me
Worrying mental beads
Finger joints disjointed
In unhappy thoughts
Their red tips swollen
Worrying mental beads
*picture is from google images
Thorns
The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched,
And those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people
Who have touched their lives ~ Anonymous
~
Thorns
Thorns of my hurts
I press close to my heart
Only share cheerful roses
For drooping spirits to buoy
And as these thorns dig deeper
And eke out blood from my tender
Breast, I realize they are my stigmata
Keeping me connected to the
Only ONE who ultimately matters
~
Ruffled
~at ebb tide i wrote a line upon the sand
and gave it all my heart and all my soul at
flood tide i returned to read what i had
inscribed and found my ignorance
upon the shore ~ Khalil Gibran
Ruffled
Feathers fluffed
Fanned blooming~
Ruffled, deliberately
Hot n bothered
Teetered here there
Angrily~
Soon realized
I was same, feathers
Intact, my ego had deflated~
*painting by Marc Chagall
Genie
Genie ~ (photograph by Dean Pasch)
No I am not a genie
Can grant no wishes
Why then
Bottle me?
Walls closing
Throttling spirit
Bruising wings
Into battered caving
Thrashing
Against domination
Reduced to abysmal
Submission
Outwardly dead
Mourning own death
In black white, coming alive
In riotously colored insides
Conditioned to play
Cards dealt by life
Patiently bided time
For own sunshine
Fate the joker
Gave relief
In one fell swoop
Chicken fled the coop
Fluttering feathers in verdant fields
Pirouetting under sky’s blue canopy
Breathing air of freedom in languorous
Inhalations, exhalations, finally
Pockets
Pockets
Seeds of
Grief
Lie fallow
In the fecund
Pockets of earth
That is my heart
News of death
Seeds them
Instantly
Sprouting them
In record
Time
I mourn alongside
Friends and the icicles
In the dark caverns of my
Heart begin to bleed ruby
Tears frozen by shock
And disbelief
Death is
A great equalizer
Bereft feeling permeates
Confounding
Compounding
Disorientation
I’ve learnt
To live in the
Moment
Fully,
Be it in grief
Or in joy
~
*painting is by Andrew Wyeth called Christina”s world





